I have had hht for more years than I care to remember; now in my 65th year I think that I have passed the endurance test to be able to say what I consider to be the honest truth about our complaint.
My first flirtation with the dreaded nose bleed was when I was eight, it soon passed and did not made a reappearance until my late twenties when the first spotting became apparent on my face ears and in my mouth, at that time the heavy bleeds were stoppable after 10 Min's or so, and because of the type of work that I was doing at that time my appearance did not matter as I would clean myself at the nearest fire hydrant, much to the amusement of fellow workmen.
At that time I began to look for anyone else who had the spotting that was on my face, to this day I have only seen one other with genuine telangiactasia on the face, a lady, who for fear of embaracing her I did not approach, although I would have loved to have had a conversation with her.
MYTH............
Now the doctors tell us there is possibly 1 person in 5000 with HHT, take a good look at all the folk you see and know with the exception of family, bet you don’t know a sole.
First went to see a DR for my HHT about 1975,I knew by the way that was what it was as my Dad his dad and uncles had the problem too, yet the amazing thing was it did not seem to register with the then Dr,who did nothing suggested even less so just got on with it.
MYTH............
Was told most with HHT were very unlikely to ever have a heart attack because we are replacing our blood on a regular basis.
Bleeding became a big big problem two jobs later in my forties, you just know that it is not suiting the boss by the funny looks and glances of disdain at your plight, time to take off to the Dr's big time, all the cauterisation in the world will not stop it, nor laser, laser to me is the big MYTH........ The big fix that is just a very short fix not all that good at all.
When I read about folk with HHT going here there even doing strenuous sports I think to myself, they have not got what I have some days I cannot even clean my teeth without starting myself off,hollidays are a thing from another life 16 yr ago was the last time I spent a night out of my own house.
And with just cause believe me.
MYTH………………
A cure,,,,,,,,,,,there is no fix for this most simple part of HHT you can graft, burn ,laser, close off, you can try what you like but In my experience you will in the long term only make it worse, and possibly damage the nasals while trying to make it better.
FACT…………………
You and you alone can make it more bearable and manageable by getting into a routine that suits your nose, it may be a drag and a nuisance that takes time, but patience and tender care can be the difference between doing reasonable life things and being stuck in the house for a day and a half while nature tries its sealing magic.
Oh yes, and if you ever have to go to hospital because you cannot get it to stop, try to tell them not to pack the nose but balloon it as getting the pack out without starting to bleed again is a big problem.
I have had a routine for years and it helps a lot but I can still misjudge the way it feels as on many occasions start it off much to my annoyance, my wife is brilliant and tells me off if she thinks I am pushing my luck, she has the patience of jobe and I love her dearly a good partner can help you lots as we all get down at times with this monkey on our backs.
I do hope I am not offending or upsetting anyone in any way but I must admit at times I find it hard not to write in to certain mails as they seem so depressive while still having a full life.
I try my best to stay well away from the consultant now, but we have an understanding that I can call him for a quick visit while having a very bad spell, but to be honest it is just to touch base as I sometimes feel that I need to talk to someone who does know more than a bit about it, and they may come up with something new,,,,, well I wont hold my breath on that one.
The trouble with specialists is they only see the problem without a cure, if they are honest.
when all most of us really need is a regime to help to prevent the preventable ones from starting, and to manage better when we cannot.
So reckon you will have guessed by now that I am having a mid hht crisis but I will get over it as usual, looks like another alcohol free new year,……..well just a little bit perhaps……….what harm can a couple of pints do, and I will make sure it is full of iron (fere sulphate )to us HHT’ers.
All the best to all the silent minority out there, hope 2009 is better for us all everywhere.
BOB……….